($)hits-and-misses

2010-01-18T05:49:00.000-08:00

WHY? WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN?
WHY? I DON'T FEEL LIKE SPEAKIN
TO YOU NOW..YOU SHUD NOE WHY...

i NOE FEELINGS CAN'T BE HELPED BUT IF U NOE
U CUD EASILY FALL FOR ANOTHER GUY, WHYCONTACT
HIM IN THE FIRST PLACE?

2010-01-17T08:11:00.000-08:00

Hmm so today did notin much..met haikal dol at rc to slack..
then w8 4 hanis to come at 230..met helmi oso..then slack2..
as usual dol was crazy disturbin everyone..then hanis oso
gyler..random shhit..haha helmi went off then wennt to
teach hanis maths while dol n haikalstudy..played guitar
n didrecordings..haha fun man! then shasha went n meet
us..slack2..police came..we went off quickly..went tmart to
send hanis home..then sent haikal home..waited 4 hazique.
.hazique came n yea Happy Bdae dude!!!! haha!

Well things are nt goin well wif us these days..we dun noe
wad we wan..u gave me sumtin dat i always wanted..but
i am still nt happy as it makes u sad still..but i dun lyke
being controlled too..n if u do control me again, i dun
tink i ken be too happy..as long as we're 2gether, one
will nt be happy in order 4 the other to be happy..but
if we do go our separate ways, i'll really feel down..
lets take tis one week n think bout tis k?

2010-01-11T08:25:00.001-08:00

1. Guys dont actually like sluts as much as they say they do, even though they have sex with them!
(Oh yeah… you're not "popular" if you've slept with loads of guys… you're probably just a HOE)

2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" are two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile, it’s usually more important than the body.

6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to; if a guy knows a girl likes him but doesn’t like her… he still wants to be the only guy she talks to.

9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend, unless it’s negative, then it’s cool.

11. Guys get jealous very easily, even if they don’t show it.

12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!... ugh... nevermind..." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like. If a guy seems cool around girls, just see how he acts in front of the girl he really likes.

15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

17. Guys are very open about themselves if you just ask.

18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice unless he asks for it.

21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. Poking, light pushing, blocking your way and random high 5’s are tell tell signs.

22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

23. Guys will brag about anything if you don’t tell them not to.

24. Guys use words like buff or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you, if he uses it to describe other girls, he probably just wants to sound sweet in front of you, and therefore likes you.

25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

26. Guys love it when girls wear their clothes (jacket, hat, etc) especially if it’s a girl they like, they will often let them wear it in unreasonable circumstances…like the pouring rain.

27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

28. Try to be as straightforward as possible, if you like a guy, just tell him, they’ll usually be flattered. If there is something wrong with your relationship, just tell him, if hes a nice guy he’ll do his best to fix the problem.

29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.

30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

31. No matter how much guys talk about arses and boobs, personality is key.

32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience, your NEVER going to meet Mr. Darcy.

33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and talk to me."

37. Guys don't really have final decisions.

38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

40. When a guy looks at you for longer than 3 seconds, he's definitely thinking something.

41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

51. Not all guys are dickheads. Just because ONE is doesnt mean he represents ALL of us. Quit assuming.

52. We don't like girls who are too skinny.

53. We love it when girls talk about their boobs.

54. Always make sure you know what kind of stuff you're getting into before making out with a guy...like whether it's a one time deal or not...

55. Believe it or not shy guys are the easiest to talk to, it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticabley tell them about yours.

56. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually.

57. When a guy doesn’t touch you flirtily alot, but smiles at you a lot and makes eye contact a lot, its probably because he likes you and feels weird about touching you…but really wants to.

58. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

59. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it... it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

60. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

61. If a guy tells you to dump your boyfriend, he's being a twat, if he tells you that there is the possibility of finding someone else (HIM) if you do dump him, he probably likes you and just wants to see you happy.

62. No matter how much they complain (if they do), guys actually like it when girls lean on them.

63. Guys relate everything a lot of things to sex... a joke, a slip of the tongue, a giggle, a yawn, a stretch, whatever...its stupid but true.

64. If you add a guy on myspace or Facebook and you don't know him...chances are he'll assume its because you're attracted to him.

65. If a guy acts like a dick sometimes and doesnt trust you, it might be because he has been badly hurt in the past and is afraid to open up again.

66. Just because a guy isn't holding/kissing you, doesnt mean he doesn't want to, you might just need to initiate it.

67. All guys want to make you happy (unless they're pricks), some just don't know how...so help them out.

68. Most guys just naturally prefer a girl with a bit of curve.

69. Guys are just as self conscious and insecure as girls, ;we also fear rejection, the guy who really likes you is the one who will never dare say so.

70. Boys liked to be talked to. A guy will feel more comfortable around a girl if the girl starts talking to them.

71. The way a girl moves her body can easily be much sexier than anything she says or does.

72. Girls: when you slow down with your boyfriend, make sure you give a damn good reason or we feel like its our fault because we can't comprehend that you really just want to slow down.

73. Every guy has a 'neeky' side of him. Whether it be playin games, watching movies, or playing football, but don't make fun of him if you don't like it, unless it's something you both find funny, otherwise just try and learn to like it. Don't try to change him. If he's constantly ignoring you for that thing, tell him, he'll probably try and do it less.

74. Guys will always check out other girls, even if we make it less obvious when we're around you, it does not mean we're considering leaving you for the girl on the bus. It just comes to us without thinking, so don't freak out when a guy looks at another girl. It's just nature, and we know you were oggling at the cute guy that just walked passed. And hey, guys can have female friends just like girls can have male friends, just because he gets a text from a girl does not mean he is cheating on you. But if this does make things awkward, talk about it.

75. NEVER EVER kick a guy in the balls...seriously. Not even in a fight (play or real) or argument, you can't imagine how much that hurts (don't bring up giving birth because you know it's different). The slightest kick can often have an excruciating delayed reaction...so yeah...just don't do it...please.

76. When a guy is talkin to a girl, his gut instinct is to make her laugh. Whether he is good at this or not, he will try. As a result boys can sometimes appear immature or weird when you first meet them, but they're probably just nervous so give them time and get to know them.

77. At some point a guy will try to play fight with you. There are two reasons for this:
a) Guys like to fight and show you how strong they are.
b) It gives them an excuse to touch you.

78. It is very sexy and appealing for a girl to wear a guy's boxers and shirt. That's all. We don't know why that is, but it just is.

79. Guys dont like girls who don't make an effort. If he travels four hours just to see you for three, appreciate it and don't admit you wouldn't do the same, half the time we wouldn't expect you to anyway!

80. Guys have standards for what type of girl they want to have. Every girl is the perfect girl for somebody.

81. Guys don't like it when girls amplify things. It's very annoying.

82. Even the coolest guys, worry a lot about how they come across, they are probably trying very hard to seem so cool. So don't undermine or mock a guy you like or are friends with, he might not burst into tears but it does not do wonders for his self-esteem. And if you do take the piss, make it fairly clear your joking, it will let the guy know you dont dislike him, you have a sense of humour, and its ok for him to have a come back.

83. If a guy is completely, 100% honest with you about things he's not to sure/proud of, be grateful, because it can be pretty rare.

84. Although we do relate many things to sex, not everything is literally sexual, they like just being close to you too.

85. Guys only like sluts when they're single, as soon as their in a relationship, its just annoying.

86. Guys will always be nervous about giving girls presents they like, no matter how close to or comfortabke they are around the girl. Your opinion is just too important to him.

87. Guys are often terrified of a girl they like too much. The way some girls make you feel makes it impossible for you to function, the same reason a lot of guys persue strictly physical relationships.

88. Guys may not know how to handle a relationship, we admit, we're not the greatest nor the smartest at doing things right. But girls are definitely not any better, so please don't argue with us and make it seem like you know how things are supposed to be and your ways are right. It may seem logical, but frankly, it always isn't.

89. Guys love anything you wear. Really. Don't continuously ask them how you look every time you wear something.

90. THE NUMBER ONE RULE: Don't rub the lamp if you don't want the genie to come out. (read less)

2010-01-05T06:31:00.000-08:00

hmm lotsa things happen recently..both gd n bad..da best thing is i haf spent lyke mths wif Sayang on 30th Dec 2009 :)
lookin 4ward to bein wif Nur Farihin 4 tis 2010..haha! i love you babe! :)
hmm jus now went out to watch Alvin n da Chipmunks 2 wif y tersayang :) erm cudn't quite concentrate on the show cos....k nvm haha! She did sum funny thing today at the shop..but i won't tell wad..kekek i swear! lols!
hmm all i ken say is "asl ade benda terkluar g2?"

so sum1 has been talkin bout me sayin things i din do n all..so went to her hse to solve it but in da end ended wif me n Farhanis kena maki..lots of ppl came down..ribot sia! serve her ryte 4 gettin beaten if dats even true lah..but still..i am nt satisfied..
MAMAT! KO TKYAH NK BWK TURON MEMBER2 BNYK2 LAH EHK? KO INGT AKU KECOT PER KO BWK RAMAI BDK DTG? KO MASEH BOI2 LAH! NK SETTLE 1 2 1 ARH!

lastly, my bike below jus kena stolen..Thaqib bike oso..all bcos of 1 culprit..n i jus saw him when walkin home jus now..he on Thaqib bike running away frm my members..stoopid sia..wan steal oso think lah u steal frm hu..faggot!

So ppl kinda tryin break me n her up..sum say she ken find 10 tymes better person than me..all i ken say is, i dun care! i dun give a damn wad u all say.. all i noe is dat i love her very much n dat i won't ever leave her..it's our lives we're livin, nt urs..so dun poke ur noses in2 our business k? thx :)

my bike

i love her so muchy!! :)

2009-12-28T07:49:00.000-08:00

Sumtymes i wish,

I haf a new family..where ppl care bout me..give a damn bout wad i do..

sumtymes i wish,

i haf a reasonable mother..

sumtymes i wish i ken gt a gd mother..

sumtymes i wish i nvr had met Bedok Blackz..bloody Black Bastards..

damn my lyfe..

after tis i swear nt to haf any connections wif em wadsoever..

stick to true frens n nt sham frens hu try to be cool when there are jus nerds in school..

da nerd tu biar nerd luh ehk..ko nk dye rambot nk isap rkk nk minom ko ingt ko mane nye big fuck? bdh nyer kelling sak..(no offence to Indians but only to tis bloody faggot)

dats all i want say now..plus i dun tink i be at home 4 a few days..i don't wanna be at home wif dat witch haahs

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2009-09-15T10:18:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl!!! Haizz..was sick since last week..cough,flu n fever..gahhh..so bby had been visitin me ever since..thks bby for caring! I Love You! :) hmm..yea now at Hazique's hse..lpakin..haizz nvr go work 4 2 days liao..heh..tml meetin bby again..so hopefully i gt well tml.. in da mean tyme, go this website for laughs http://www.smouch.net/lol/
Gd day :D

love

2009-09-11T11:28:00.000-07:00

Hehe din go work yesterday..too tired after cleanin da whole Macs for 6 hrs..a thorough job..heh..i was hangin outside seven eleven waitin 4 Helmi,Morgan n Blandon..then gt sumone call my name..i turned n i tot my manager..haha skali Sabrina..heng ah..went home..slept..so fell sick..gt bad sorethroat yea..it sux..

This mornin lepak wif Morgan n Blandon..then went meet my bby gerl..spent da whole wk 2gether so far..haiz wkend ken nt meet :(

so lookin forward to soccer tml..hopefully i am better by then..

HEH MUKA TERENCAT N TK PERLU SAK AKU :P

...

2009-09-09T04:03:00.000-07:00

Haiz wtf had happened? quarreled wif mum after she found out bout me bringing Bby home..note to self(dun forget bout da slippers outside) pfft..I noe Bby is feeling guilty ryte now but its nt ur fault dear..damn shit luh..one more tyme b4 i gt kicked out of da hse..fuck doesn't mean ur mother kick u out, u must kick me out oso ryte?! wad shit ah sia..
well just finished breakin fast n goin meat my darling ltr..so yea..my fone is crazy now..all 3 fone spoil..heh sux luh..

I LOVE YOU DEAR! <3

s

2009-09-06T00:52:00.000-07:00

Heh feel so tired..din slp whole nyte..gt flu..pfft..so din meet bby yesterday..without the devil i can fast:P haha..hmm so later at nyte gt work..so gonna die..talk otp wif syg after sahur..till now ken nt slp..k bye!!!

I LOVE U DEAR!

HELLO!

2009-09-03T13:12:00.000-07:00

It's been a really long tyme since i update..but yea here I am..hmm loads of things happened..gt a job, gt 8 corns on my feet, gt new frens..and....I GOT YOU! :)

Haiz bby i love u so much! Agd one month has passed dear..i'm happy wif u..u picked me up when i was down ryte after u came into my lyfe :) thx dear for da bdae present:D I am thkful for all the things u did 4 me bby:)

Hmm tml mayb i watchin movie wif Bby and her frens..so yay :D

2009-07-13T22:34:00.001-07:00

I'm taking it in
I'm holding it back
I'm filling my lungs with the knife in my back
But you kept going on just to make me feel like this
Now that it's over
I won't feel the same
A broken frame with our picture is wasted
I've thrown it away
Losing sight
You were all I had (all I can take...)
I guess the jokes on me

We missed our chance
I won't forget
As time will only tell where to go
(Time will only tell where you go)
Though I wish that you weren't breathing
I still just can't believe
You're gone...

And I was looking for something
But I came up with nothing
Not a reason to leave or let this out
But you kept going on
Just to make me feel like this
Now that it's over
I won't feel the same
A broken friendship was worth it
I'll scrap any thoughts with your name
Still I long for you to stay
I take back anything

We missed our chance
I won't forget
As time will only tell where to go
(Time will only tell where you go)
Though I wish that you weren't breathing
I still just can't believe
You're gone...

We missed our chance
I won't forget
As time will only tell where to go
(Time will only tell where you go)
Though I wish that you weren't breathing
I still just can't believe
You're gone...

We missed our chance
I won't forget
As time will only tell where to go
(Time will only tell where you go)
Though I wish that you weren't breathing
I still just can't believe
You're gone...

Baby

2009-07-05T20:50:00.000-07:00

There are times when i look in your eyes
i see the love that we shared
i see the joy inside
but i didn't see the feelings you hide
and now you're saying goodbye
because your love has died

And all i can think about is you
the way you say you love me too
and everytime i close my eyes i see your face
my love can never be erased
and you can never be replaced...baby

baby girl
why don't you come back to me
why don't you love me anymore
baby girl
you know i still care for you
you know i will love you forevermore...(2x)

There are times
when i kiss you goodnight
I feel the love that we shared
I feel the joy inside
but I didn't feel what you tried to hide
and now you're saying goodbye
because your feeling has died

And all i can think about is you
the way you say you love me too
and everytime i close my eyes i see your face
my love can never be erased
and you can never be replaced...baby

baby girl
why don't you come back to me
why don't you love me anymore
baby girl
you know i still care for you
you know i will love you forevermore...(2x)

And all i can think about is you
the way you say you love me too
and everytime i close my eyes i see your face
my love can never be erased
and you can never be replaced...baby

Update

2009-07-04T06:33:00.000-07:00

Hmm it’s been a very long tyme since I last updated my blog..haha so finally I am at Hanis’s house doin so..

Friday 19 June

Today went to play soccer at MPH..Hari, Hassan, Vethri, Aravin, Aliff and me went down..played till 6 plus then went home..went out play Carrom at Vethri’s house then went home ard 11..called Baby..chatted till dunno wad tyme..did something different for a change..first tyme for me haha..ken nt say wad it is..but it was fun.. :D

Saturday 2o June J

Our 1 mth anniversary!!!!!! Hahaha! Woke up at 9..din play soccer cos goin out wif Baby..went to bathe and get ready..called her and found out dat she still sleeping..haha she sound very sleepy sia..so went to Tmart to meet her..she seemed freaked out went I saw her..lols I tot wad sia..then she say I look lyke mat rep..wth..lolol!!! Come on luh..i dye dark blonde at least..lucky nt blonde..so went TPJC to take 12 to Bugis..haha purposely take bus cos I noe it’s gonna take 1 hr..so yea.. :P

Reached Bugis at 1 plus?? Walked around Bugis Street..then went to Illuma ..place quite big wif 7 storeys and largest LAN Gaming place..but not a lot of ppl go there..not much food too..so walked ard ,went to 7 storey cos there gt open plaza thingy..but as soon as we go up, we went back down..flooded wif mat and minah rep siol!!! Ehem2..haha..so went bugis junction..walked ard..then went to simei via bus 12 again..reached there eat at food court..nasi briyani steam siol!!! Haha Baby had Mee Soto..then we went to one area jus to slack n chat..sorrie bi if I went overboard or anytin J

Walked her back to her hse at 5.45..spent lyke 2 hr there? Lols played at playground alone cos Baby dun wan L

Then I went home and met wif the peeps at MPH..played a while then go homa change and played Carrom..called her after dat but too tired to do anytin..

Sunday 21 June

Soccer soccer soccer..

Monday 22 June

Baby was sad is all I noe..

Tuesday 23 June

Went out wif Baby n her frens..met her at her hse ard 11.30..took 27 to Sengkang to go Compass Point..she sposed do project till 6 but in the end they stopped at 2..i was hungry man!!! Went KFC eat..then arcade..in the end Baby gt bastarded by her frens..lols!! hilarious..Shy meow2 sia she..heehee they ask her hold hands wif me and walk..if nt she has to blanja them..so she did just dat but find out they tryin take pic of us..hahahaha!!! wth man!!!

So we left the group and she called her mum informin her dat she leavin CP..her mum told her to spend some tyme wif me b4 goin home..so off to Tampines..went to somewhere we shudn’t haf gone..lols..reached there at 3 plus..something happened..a 1^st for both of us..THANK YOU BII!!!! So went off at 5.45..sent her home then I went back home..I was speechless at the end of the day..Baby was happy!!!

Wednesday 24 June

Woke up n called Baby..chatted till 12 plus..then she went religious class..so I played com till 2..n went to give her a surprise at her block..she went upstairs and came down after her mum allowed her to spend tyme wif me under the block..so we went sumwhere deep so no one she noe see us..chit chat a while then went back to her hse..otw back, gave her a surprise lols!!! Heehee..so went home and went down again..played soccer wif Budak 346..it was Budak Hall’s win..muahaha

Budak hall: Me,Aravin,Hanis,Hassan,Aliff,Vethri,Hari

So now Baby and I got 2 ports!!!! 1 in Simei and one in Tampines..won’t tell u where but if u see us then ignore us lols!! K byes!!!

BABY I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday 25 June – Sunday 28 June

I can’t remember….R.I.P MJ!!!!!!!!!

Monday 29 June

Woke up at ard 12? Haha so went to eat n all..spent tyme at comp..got ready to pick Baby up..went out at 1.30..gt a lot of tyme so walked the long way..when I reached, Baby n her brother jus gt off the bus..so walked wif them..talked wif Baby along the way..found out I cudn’t spent some time wif her..i felt sad n a bit angry cos her bro getting a bit annoyin..so sent them home then went to meet Ridwan and Farizwan..slacked till Helmi came then slacked all the way till nyte..went home n called Baby..talked to her till 11 ard there..then after fell aslp..

Tuesday 30 June

Woke up at 11..did same routine..went out of hse to meet Baby..supposed to spend some tyme together finally..so in order to avoid her brother, she planned to take LRT n take 27 back to Tampines so she wudn’t run into her bro..dat seemed to work as I met her bro at the bus stop after I waited 15 mins..asked him where his sis was..said he din noe n dat he was goin home..so I went away sayin I’m goin pasir ris..in the end he was still there waiting after half n hr..glad dat Baby still haven’t reach yet..bro gave up n went home..so waited ard 1 hr more before she came..she was held up cos she needed stay back..so I asked if the plan was on..she said she culdn’t..felt angry at the moment n disappointed too..along the way I din talk much..guess she cud figure dat I was angry..so in da end met up wif the usual peeps..slacked outside till 12 am..din call her but told her I won’t be pickin her up for the rest of the week..i had my reasons..all I gt was a 1 word reply..haizz..suspected sumtin was wrong but din ask her..

Wednesday 1 July

Fateful day for me..woke up eat blablabla..went to meet wif Ridwan n Wan then played soccer..when Helmi came, he showed me a msg..”Tell Shaiful dat I want break” My heart sank..i lost mood to play soccer..straight away msg her but she din reply..so I waited for 7 plus to camp outside her hse..i wanted to know the reason..wad haf I done wrong? She sposed to go for her religious class so I figured she be comin back soon..cycled there n round her block for a while..dat’s when Helmi n Farizwan came on bikes to find me..so we waited for her..9pm, still she din show up..in the end Ridwan came n lent me his phone to call her..went away n called her..talked to her n still I dun noe the real reason for the break..thx Wan aniwaes..we played cards n was getting bored so they played a game in an attempt to cheer me up..it was too funny dat I laughed..thx guys..it worked at least for the time being..then I sent Wan home while the other too went to our lepak place..met up wif Helmi under my block n lepak till12am..went home n called Nina..we talked till 3am even though she needed to study..told her wad happened and she somehow managed to make me feel better..

Nina, thx for cheering me up dat nyte..talkin wif you made me feel better..u nvr failed to make me smile n laugh when I talk wif you..thx for listening..i really needed sumone at dat tyme..thx for being there n being such a good friend J

At 3, I decided to write a letter for Baby..to tell her how I was feeling n all..by the tyme it was 5..i went to bathe n gt ready..cycled to her hse..there she was wif her bro at the bus stop..they were like so quiet..then she saw me approaching..i looked at her for a while..passed her the letter n went off without sayin a word..cycled to Tamp Inter..smoked there awhile..went home after dat..slept

Thursday 2 July

Woke up at 12? Bathe..went down to meet the usual peeps..watched soccer under the block but din play cos had no mood..went to lepak..went Tmart ard 7 to meet Aisyah..went to buy KFC..then tompang her on bike to go lepak..chit chat till 9 when she had to go..so I sent her home..came to lepak again till 12am..went home n called Aisyah n talk till dunno wad tyme..went slp..

Friday 3 July

Woke up at 12 30 when Farizwan called..so went bathe n went down to meet him n Ridwan..watched soccer..tis tyme I played..so ram a few balls here n there..some pak cik go scold us sayin u are dirtyin my block!!! Blablabla..then say if want to play, play ur own block..EH FUCK YOU LAH EH!!! WHERE U NT HAPPY? STUPID I AM ALREADY PLAYIN AT MY BLOCK SIAL!!! I said dat while he was still there..Farizwan n Ridwan look scared already lols!! I down there still blabbering away scoldin the uncle back..then continued playin till 7pm..went Sunplaza park to meet Aisyah..so then Helmi n Farizwan came..smoked play swing there a while..after dat we went to cycle to TPJC there to buy food..thx Aisyah for belanja-ing me! J Love ya muacks! HAHA!!! Then went to Aisyah’s block to eat..sent her home..then after went to my block lepak till 12am..went home called Nina..she din pick up..then called Aisyah..talk n talk..AISYAH I’M NOT JEALOUS!!!!!!!!!!!! HAAHS!!! Put down ard 2..then stone till 5am..slp after dat..

2009-06-05T09:10:00.000-07:00

Baby, I'm so gonna miss you this coming week.. I hope you will have fun over there..I'm looking forward to 20th June..It marks precious 1 month we had together..Little do you know you will be surprised on that day..It's up to you to guess what it is..hehe..

To that someone, i figured that it isn't worth waiting a few months for you..I don't think it's possible between us..I just wanna thank you for being there for me and those fun times we had..I will forever remember the times we had together..I wish you all the best in your life

p.s., for those people who are not content or unhappy about you know who, you can fuck off..Anyway all I know is that I'm happy to be with her regardless of what you think about her..

Haizz

2009-05-25T19:20:00.000-07:00

Is this wad i really want? Do i want to let go and let those few months of waiting go to waste? Or do i want to wait for a few more mths and wait seemingly forever..it's beginning to seem it's impossible..do i want to be wif sumone dat i dun really have feelings for? haizz..

Updates

2009-05-11T02:40:00.000-07:00

Saturday

Played soccer in the morning..lots of ppl came down as weather was cooling..hmm won a total of 2 matches only out of god noes how many..gotta admit the other teams were good..but yea the last match was my favourite as i assisted Dzul and i scored a half court shot wif left foot from the side..was fun even if we din win much..went to play cards after dat..met Aishah at Mac after dat..played ard wif her laptop..then she owes me ice cream!!!!!!!!!! Went cycling at nyte..forgot where we went..so then went home, online..facebook..din slp till 3am..

Sunday

Woke up at 5pm wow!!! haha siao sia..went to buy food eat..met up wif Helmi n the skaters..slacked smoke..then Ziyah kol me..so i moved away frm them n talked to her..lols so din quite mix ard wif the ppl there..after dat played Magic till 1am wif Helmi..went home..slept at 4 am

Today

I'm too tired to update..haha later at nyte maybe....

...

2009-05-08T12:44:00.000-07:00

Hmm so yesterday n today been posting stuffs but nt wad happen on the day..it's lyke 4 am and i just came back frm cuclin wif Helmi..

So yesterday, woke up after a very nice dream about sumone..yea u noe who..i was in a daze then..haha so after dat went down met Leping, KY, Sem and Sylvia..went Tmall had lunch..tx KY for the 2 bucks :) Hmm then went Xcraft to get stuff..i gt an ankle thingy..while the rest gt sex bands..haha so then walk ard summore..met Jin Liang and Pan Bin..stop bugging me Jin Liang -.- lols..so went home after dat..did FB quizes till sian..called Aishah..talk till tired..msg Nina chat till she aslp..stoned a while then fall aslp..

Today, went to slack wif Helmi, Dzul and Khai..till930..went home n gt a call frm Ziyah (: haha chat a while b4 she kena scolded by mum..haha so she say she kol me tml..then went down at 11pm to go cyclin wif Helmi..freakin fun..go down the road at full speed..it was a new high lols..went home at 3am..so here i am bored..

One question

2009-05-07T08:25:00.000-07:00

Soon? how soon?

Secondary school..

2009-05-07T07:43:00.000-07:00

Hmm yesterday was on facebook..Alan posted the 4r4 class video..boy..looking at those pics of us..i really miss those tymes..wish i cud rewind tyme to go back to those happy tymes..the memories plus the background music of the video..it's jus too touchin haha..

Here's the vid:

The lyrics:
Eight years later
Time goes by fast
Got my memories
And they will last
I try to keep it simple
Cause I hate goodbyes
I try to keep it simple
By telling myself

That
I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way
So, if we're not together
I will remember you
I will remember you

We're a picture
In my mind
And when I want to find you
I just close my eyes
You'll never be that far from me
So don't say goodbye
Cause you'll never be that far from me
I'm telling myself

That
I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way
So, if we're not together
I will remember you

You were there when
I needed a friend
Thank you, thank you
I never told you
How much that meant
Yeah thank you, thank you

I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way

So, I.. I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way
So, when we're not together
I will remember
When we're not together
I will remember you

I will remember you

today

2009-05-05T06:45:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps! So today slacked wif Khai..played guitar but no mood..halfway go tmart..saw farhan..he joined us lepaking..k he was doin his tutorial..lols..Haikal came too..Helmi oso..Khai ur bulldozer look lyke taxi haha!! See luh try break my bike summore..finally top up 125 dollars in my prepaid..so ken msg..YAY!!! Hmm gd gd dat u tw are okay oredi..haha weirdos fight for one day only..heh

P.S SEHA if u are still considering, my answer to ur question is YES :)

Smoking Hot

2009-05-04T08:48:00.000-07:00

So let's see..today did notin much except learning to play blues on guitar..then din lepak wif farah n mangkok..they say they studyin till exams end..so a long way to go..eh u 2 better resolve wadeva happened today aites..
met up wif 465 wif Helmi..smoked n smoked till i feel lyke dyin..haahs..but Drum is the bomb!!
K so went home turn on the tv..watched Danielle on Suria..hmmph and they were shooting at guess where? Bishan!!!!! Omg missed the tymes goin there to slack wif her :(

K wanna go slp..

Soccer crazy

2009-05-03T06:24:00.000-07:00

Omg yesterday damn tiring..played soccer wif the usual ppl..tis tyme lots came down as weather was fine..Helmi joined after a long tyme..haha dumb had to play keeper twice..lols..so was on form as usual but felt tired still..gt some chee bye chinese ppl dun wan play wif us stupid..wad we nt gd luh we nt gd..i noe lah u nt gd but it doesn't mean u ken hog the court to urself ryte..so i n Dzul's fren bastard go inside kick the ball ard haha..then Dzul ask them to play wif us..finally they accept..haha they fuckin lousy shits..at dat tyme gt lots of ppl come sia..damn fun..so after soccer go lepak wif helmi under the blocks..damn random sia..we smokin there then gt tis grp of ppl come ask if we want play soccer..so we jus say ok..they were gd but my team was better..the funniest incident was when one of them ram the ball n i save using my hands..gt tis damn loud sound when i did dat..my hand pain siol..then i jus stare at the guy..he started to look scared haha..so i asked for the ball frm my fren n started to dribble..i stop suddenly n stared at the guy..i pretend to ram the ball, the whole team moved away sia..lols SUCKERS!!!
then after dat we went home..

Today was the day i sposed to rest but fuck i too bored play soccer again sia..now i'm regretting tis..

lols

2009-05-01T02:52:00.000-07:00

Haha found these youtube videos..very entertaining..it's bout a guy who tells you what he heard on the news(mostly weird one) and gives his opinions or act out wad happens..check them out !!
p.s some are related to sexual stuffs so if u gonna feel offended then don't watch it..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PEic-U6u02M&feature=channel(sexual humour)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hwnRn7Vfhzw&feature=channel(sexual humour)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vcqyMbo5qS8&feature=channel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T_d49URTp2U&feature=channel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JwqXv2RiLd8&feature=channel(sexual humour)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Okp4ww3N_rU&feature=channel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_SNheub9Ne0&feature=channel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6yJaqoPIx14&feature=channel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZDtFV_Q-e84&feature=channel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7s2sBbftes&feature=channel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MdALJiXFcaE&feature=channel(sexual humour)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ne6nhoA4G5E&feature=channel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nHDcel2CnQs&feature=channel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RfouD-GVnik&feature=channel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5bhPaFLylyM&feature=channel

Heehee

2009-05-01T01:00:00.000-07:00

Wowee!!!! Finally..soccer today..Chandan, Fattah, Brendon and some of their frens..played soccer wif them in the morning..had a great tyme..i was on form..managed to score loads of goals..haha..wooh 2 ppl kena fucked lols..did pot of gold over one guy cos i was irritated by his style of play..followed by a left foot volley..one word..STUNNING!!!..haha another guy gt fucked when i lobbed him lols..OWNED!!..wooh i'm so happy ryte now..so long nvr release stress by kickin the ball..played till 2 plus..now my feet pain lyke fuck..lols..hot siol..plus gt 3 corns on my feet..damn pain sia!!!!

Hmm the plan to go out wif her has been cancelled as she gt work.. :( so i'm rotting at home now..

Back

2009-04-30T02:54:00.000-07:00

Loads of things happened over the past few days..good and bad things..so the past week..came home saw that my house phone lines, internet and scv have all been disconnected..wtf man..my prepaid ran out..so i totally lost contact wif most ppl..only ppl i manage to contact were Khai and some ppl in my block..most days were spent outside..wud wake up in the morning..bathe have breakfast and come down to the blocks opp Ngee Ann to wait for Farah, Mangkok and Khai afterwhich we will slack till afternoon..then play guitar till at nyte..haizz so bored..so my lyfe's lyke a freaking tape dat's on repeat..pfft..yesterday was quite fucked up..grr..dumb..well at least nvr gt caught for smoking..haha..today din go out meet the usual peeps..so rotting at home today..

I HOPE YOU CAN MAKE IT TML..I REALLY MISS YOU

FUCK MY LYFE

2009-04-20T06:01:00.000-07:00

Haizz today almost everyone started sch..except me..received many msgs wishin me best of luck for school..thing is last min ken nt gt into nyp..cos the admin shit takin so long..so by the tyme finish, lectures n all will start and dat sux if i enter late..gah..fuck and my mum din give me fucking pocket money so i've notin to eat the whole day..practically starved

FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO TAKE MY FUCKING CIGARETTES..CHEE BYE!!!

So went to in front Ngee Ann to wait for Farah, AGAIN..but she gt oral..walao she end oral nvr tell me..waited n waited..grrr..so asked Man and Khai come down accompany me..thx Man for the food!!! :) really needed it..MY FUCKING MUM NOW LOCKIN UP ALL THE FOOD IN HER ROOM SO I CANNOT EVEN EAT AT HOME!!!! CHEEE BYYEEEE!!!! KANNINA!!!!! GO BURN IN HELL LAH!!!!!!!!!

then jus now SUMONE go take numbers frm my fone..bloody hell he actually took Nina number without me knowing..fuck but i don't care!!!

NINA THAT'S YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM NOW..I FUCKING DON'T CARE WADEVA HAPPEN FROM NOW ON!!!

So now i depending on a few frens such as Man and Nika to find me some openings..Nika found me one at expo..tml goin give it a shot provided i nvr die frm fucking hunger or gastric..

LOOKING FORWARD TO TML..
TO FARAH, hmm ur joke lame SIA!!!!!! AHAHAS WTH..
Me:Eh u come alone ok? Dun bring ur frens k?
Farah: Haha why so shy?
Me: Of course shy luh
Farah: Oh i noe why u shy
Me: Why?
Farah: cos ur name Shai Shai
Shai=shy
Me:..................

FARAH LAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Getting to the original..

2009-04-19T04:31:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl..noe u all will start sch tml..as for me, i tink i won't want to go tml..i was tinkin of workin till October intake..yea dat's wad i'll do..i wanna help my family a bit as we are facing some financial probs now..see how it goes frm here..

So i jus came back frm buyin a new pack of cigs..this post is actually to tell u all dat i want to change for the better..1st step is to reduce smoking..yea so far today i only had 1 stick..great improvement frm 3 to 5 sticks per day..i promised myself dat i will only haf one stick per day for 20 days..b4 buyin a new pack n havin 1 stick every two days for 1 mth plus? yea n frm there i shud be able to quit..

2nd, i tink i be discarding my earings n studs n close up the pierced part of my ear..i want to change back to my gd boy image..i dun want to portray myself as a bad boy wif no future..

3rd, hmm bout dyin hair? tink i just dye a natural brown colour..i do nt want to go to the extremes..

So these are my plans dat i want to be successful in doin..

P.S FRENS TRY GIVE ME WORDS OF ENCOURAGEMENT AND GIVE ME THE MOTIVATION TO STOP SMOKING YEA? I WON'T SMOKE IN FRONT OF YOU GUYS ANIMORE..I DO NOT WANT YOU GUYS TO DIE EARLY FROM SECONDHAND SMOKE..

Forever and always

That time is here again, prepare to be apart
And it drives you crazy
Each time I go away, the distance gets longer
But it makes us stronger

Should it all come crashing down around me
Would you be there should I stumble or fall
And pick up the pieces

Forget about the shit that we've been through
I wanna stay here forever and always
Standing here in front of all of you
I wanna stay here forever and always

These days are dead again, it's empty from the start
And it drives me crazy
The hours drift away, it hurts to remember
This will soon be over

Should it all come crashing down around me
Would you be there should I stumble or fall
And pick up the pieces

Forget about the shit that we've been through
I wanna stay here forever and always
Standing here in front of all of you
I wanna stay here forever and always

Forever and always
Forever and always
Forever and always

Do i still care?

2009-04-18T09:08:00.000-07:00

Now i'm at lost,
In my heart, there is something
Not good, a bad feeling
All along I feel messed up

In the end, I don't think it's worthwhile

Looking back at those memories
Only they seem to stay
Very nice i dare say
Entertaining too sometimes

You have given me a new meaning to life
Opting to do this to me,
Until when?

Pissed

2009-04-18T08:38:00.000-07:00

One word to describe today..PISSED..as usual today's a Sat so i was gettin ready to go play soccer in the morning..in the end no one wanted to play..fuck man!!! I really need release the stress in me..GAH!!!..In the end went to gt breakfast and tis was wad i had..

Then went home checked my bearshare..n gt one new fren request..OMG SHE SO CUTEEEEE :P
Name's Veronica..kol her Nika for short..walao she mix blood like mix bandung, coke, pepse n seven up lyke dat..oouuuhhhkkk.....dat din make sense..actually she's half indian,half chinese,
half filipina,half malay and half japanese..HOLY SHIT COOL OR WAD?! Ahahas..lols gt tis part of the convo wif her funny shit..

Shaidinho:
hehe
Shaidinho:
cute...
Shaidinho:
ur teady bear!!
Shaidinho:
haha
one-and-only-baybie-kecik:
i tot me haha lols
one-and-only-baybie-kecik:
of cosh
one-and-only-baybie-kecik:
my teddy bear says thank u
Shaidinho:
your welcome!!!
Shaidinho:
haha k lah both cute luh
Shaidinho:
later i say ur teddy cute onle
Shaidinho:
then u whack ur teddy bear cos u jealous
Shaidinho:
:p
one-and-only-baybie-kecik:
haha
one-and-only-baybie-kecik:
tk baek

had fun chattin wif her jus now..then went down accompany Farhan study while i playin guitar..Zul came later..slack awhile then went off..went street wif Farhan..i played 2 match n gt thrash by big mat reps ahahas..i mean the adult ones..

had sumtin on at nyte but dat made me pissed..so i won't blog bout it..haizz

Smooth lyrics

2009-04-17T21:01:00.000-07:00

Man its a hot one
Like seven inches from the midday sun
I hear you whisper and the words melt everyone
But you stay so cool
My mu equita my spanish harlem mona lisa
Your my reason for reason
The step in my groove

Bridge
And if you say this life aint good enough
I would give my world to lift you up
I could change my life to better suit your mood
Cause youre so smooth

Chorus
And just like the ocean under the moon
Well thats the same emotion that I get from you
You got the kind of lovin that can be so smooth
Gimme your heart make it real
Or else forget about it

Ill tell you one thing
If you would leave it would be a crying shame
In every breath and every word I hear your name calling me out
Out from the barrio you hear my rhythm from your radio
You feel the turning of the world so soft and slow
Turning you round and round

Smooth feat Rob Thomas - Santana

Sleepless

2009-04-17T09:22:00.000-07:00

Why Do We Always Fight - Byz feat. Amra

Miss YOU

2009-04-17T07:33:00.000-07:00

I miss chatting with YOU on the phone late at night
I miss msging YOU during my lessons to make time go by
I miss meeting up with YOU after school
I miss chatting the night away with YOU under the blocks
I miss the lame jokes that YOU make
I miss the funny and cute things YOU do
I miss the warm feeling when YOU're with me
I miss YOUR laughter
I miss having dinner with YOU
I miss the times when we walk around malls aimlessly
I miss the times we gt lost together when going to some places
I miss the time when we played basketball together
I miss the time we watched movie together
I miss teasing YOU bout YOUR height
I miss making fun bout YOUR hair

In short, I MISS YOU gerl..

So finally went to pay my sch fees wif Pan Bin and Jin Liang..walked ard Tampines One..food's nt much to choose frm..so ate Macs instead..sumtin stupid happen but i won't tell you..haha lucky ppl din notice..i tink..haha n Jin Liang u idiot!!!! Lucky Pan Bin dunno sia bout me n u noe who..if nt spread lyke wad bodoh!!!! lols!!!
So chatted wif Seha jus now..for a while only as my sisgo delete my Bearshare..pfft dumb!! need reinstall..ouh n tml goin top up card finally!!! Just so i ken msg y'all!!!! hehe..so tml soccer plans nt confirmed yet..i goin watch 2 n a half man now BYE!!!

Busy busy!!!

2009-04-16T20:45:00.000-07:00

Grr i dunno if gt tyme for this enrollment thingy..damn..so today must go pay the fees n all..i goin wif Pan Bin and Jin Liang later..so off i go!

Can we go back to where we were before
You dropped your heart on my floor?

Man Utd 1 Porto 0

2009-04-16T08:13:00.001-07:00

FUCKIN HELL RONALDO'S THE BOMB!!!!
COMPARE THESE TWO MOST TALKED PLAYER IN MAN UTD..

Remembering Sunday

2009-04-16T07:41:00.000-07:00

Remembering Sunday - All Time Low

A beautiful song..beautiful lyrics..this is the accoustic version of Remembering Sunday by All Time Low

He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Starting making his way past 2 in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days

Leaning now into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs

Now this place is familiar to him
She pulled on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm gonna ask her to marry me

Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
They're filling his gut

Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he's only denied
Now he's dying to get inside

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm gonna ask her to marry me

The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, whoever she may be

[Juliet Simms:]
I'm not coming back, I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak, but you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt; now the rain is just
Washing you out of my hair
and out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
So many thousands of feet off the ground, I'm over you now
I'm at home in the clouds, towering over your head

[Alex Gaskarth:]
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home

Chaos!!

2009-04-16T07:36:00.000-07:00

Arriving home jus now, seeing my room in a mess..i remembered wad happened earlier..i was gettin ready to go out when i remembered dat i need to bring ez-link..went to my tabletop n searched..it wasn't there..went to study table, nt there..stress!!!! look under the bed..toss my clothes over n over..look in the meicine table..opened the drawers..Nt There!!!opened my cupboard..toss my books frm my bed onto the floor..looked under the carpet..pfft nt there..omg i'm goin be late!!!
Finally opened my piggy bank o take money..THERE IT WAS..along wif other cards.. -.- FUNNY!!

so gonna spend the wkend cleanin my room..haizz

The future

2009-04-16T04:53:00.000-07:00

Haha so yesterday nyte i ken nt slp..chat wif Anton on da fone..he was doin tis interestin survey dat will decide wad future jobs u ken get or suitable for..guess wad? I gt editor as my most lykely suited job!!! WOW!!! Just wad u said Nina, haha mayb i AM really suited for tis job :)
Among others, i also gt tv producer, advertising copyrighter, costume actor, actor, choreographer, broadcast journalist, advertising manager, producer-presenter, cinematographer, composer, disk jockey, storyboard artist and lastly but most unlikely author..haha

So today i did another survey on work values importance..

The world of work not only contains hundreds of occupations, the same occupation can have many different work settings. Your personal preferences for how you want to work are called “work values.” It is important to be aware of your personal work values in order to decide the quality of the work environment that you want to pursue. Based upon your responses to the Work Values Inventory, you rated the importance of the four values as shown below..

Working Conditions and Recognition 86 %
Relationships and Support 83 %
Independence 56%
Achievement 82%

Here is what these values mean to you.

Working Conditions and Recognition

Be paid well in comparison to other workers
Have a stable job, and
Receive recognition for the work I do.

Relationships and Support.

Have others workers who are easy to get along with
Help others, and
Be treated fairly by my company.

Independence

Do something different every day
Take charge and give instructions to others, and
Make decisions on my own.

Achievement

Use my individual abilities
Have a feeling of accomplishment, and
Be busy doing things all the time.

Well it was interesting..whoever's interested can go www.ecareers.sg to do lots of survey..

16 April 2009

2009-04-16T04:21:00.000-07:00

Time sure does fly..nxt wk i goin start sch on Monday..so woke up at 130 today..cudn't find anyone to go NYP wif me today..went alone in the end..gt my enrollment package and stuff..went to buy cigs..wooh first stick of the day at 630..gt high after 2 puff xP..then went street soccer but no one..so went home..pffft tyred man..so haf to pay fees tml..grr..mus go back again..today i'm gonna haf a few more posts as there's too much on my mind..so later!!!

Funny..

2009-04-15T06:25:00.000-07:00

K so went out to slack wif Khai, Dzul and Izyan(sorrie if spell wrongly)..played guitar n cards under the void deck..slacked till ard 5?..went to eat after dat..haha whole tyme din see Farah walk out the sch..damn..bloody hell Khai shouted to some minahs frm NASS dat i want their number..go die sia haha..lucky they din look back..out of 3, only one cute ah sia..then Khai say i lyke the fat one..retard!!..so went home after dat..chat wif Syaz..then went to buy dinner..lol go the new supermarket under the block..din noe wad to buy sia..keep taking and putting back stuff..finally bought my favs..DEWBERRY!!! :D
went up ate finish..n called HER after thousands of yrs!!!!! caught up on stuff blablabla...yea then say bye..now the vid...

arab shuffle

WEEEEEIIIIRRRRRDDD

2009-04-14T21:08:00.000-07:00

OMG! Something weird has happened..talk bout dat later..woke up ard 7 to bathe and camp in front ngee ann until 9..met up wif Zhaf and Aisyah to take their certs..then went home slacked..so i now waitin for leping to wake up so Sem ken come to East Point there..

Now the weird thing..yesterday i dreamt dat i started sch..so i was in tis class or sum sort of room..then i was sitting nxt to my fren..suddenly dunno why gt Mrs Lock inside..wtf..then she ask us to move places n i had to sit bside HER!!! yea HER!!!!! seems lyke sec 4 repeatin itself..then i jus went online n was shocked to see dat SHE was online!!! WTF!!!! Weird man as she has nvr been online damn long..it gets more shockin..she suddenly chat wif me..woots!! N i found out she in NYP too!!!! Holy CRAP!!!! So tml goin to NYP collect my enrollment package..k tis is just weird..at least there's a fren there :)

Cute gerls, hot gerls? They in my hood!!

2009-04-14T07:56:00.000-07:00

Ouch ouch ouch..my feet hurtin lyke hell..played soccer wif Reuben, Bren, Fuad zul bro n his frens and sum East Spring peeps..i was on form woohooo!!! Then went home..witness gang fight at my block..faster go up..change and met Khai to go buy cigs..gt 10 sticks for 1.50 onli haha!! then slacked a while n went home..

Gerls in da hood dat are cute/pretty: TMART MAC: GINNY
7-11 near my block:The cashier workin at nyte
Next door: My neighbour

New Skin!!!!!!!!

2009-04-13T20:23:00.000-07:00

HAHA finally change my blogskin..after many failed attempts over the last few days, i did it!! It was annoying to add the links back but yea it was worth it..alryte Aisyah..haha thx for givin ur opinion on my previous skin lols..

So yesterdy nyte i went out to buy food at 7-11..wooh gt to see the cute minah workin there!! :D HAHA BUT SHE CAUGHT ME GLANCIN AT HER A FEW TYMES LOLS..PAI SEH SIOL!!! went to the counter din look at her..paid and faster go out..heehee..spent the nyte talkin to Aisyah on the fone..her batt flat after dat..i go play guitar practising Remembering Sunday..a nice song..goin be my fav soon..played till3 plus b4 falling aslp..

Today i dunno wad to do..mayb play soccer or sumtin..b4 dat mayb i slackin opp sch to see if Farah is there..i'l update later at nyte if i gt the tyme..for now......

FUCK EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-13T06:22:00.000-07:00

It was 2 am n i was usin com to load songs in my fone..my dad woke up to go toilet..when he came back, he asked me to off the com..i said later cos i transfering songs..he straight away say i don't care, OFF!!!..i said i was freakin transfering songs lah n wud take a few mins more..then he fuckin shouted OFF!!!..i was pissed off i shouted back I AM TRANSFERING SONGS!!! DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND..dat motherfucker straight away slapped me..KNN!!! WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO SHOUT AT ME???..dat's wad he said..CB SLAP ME UNTIL MY EAR STUD COME OUT..I FUCKIN FED UP DAT I GO CHANGE N WENT OUT OF THE HOUSE WIF MY BIKE..N I TOOK THE PACK OF CIGS WIF ME..CYCLED TO THE BLOCK IN FRONT OF SCH N STARTED SMOKIN THERE FOR AN HR..BEGAN CUTTIN MYSELF AFTER DAT..DIN FEEL PAIN BUT THE SCAR'S STILL HERE..THEN CYCLED ALL THE WAY TO INTERCHANGE..CYCLED AT HIGH SPEED ON THE EMPTY AND DARK ROAD..PASSED BY THE TEMPLE OTW..IT WAS FREAKY LOOKIN..CIRCLED ARD THE MALLS A FEW TIMES..SAT SUMWHERE N SMOKED AGAIN..WENT BACK TO TMART ..IT WAS 430 BY THE TYME..BOUGHT BANDUNG TO GO WIF MY CIGS AND SMOKED TILL I CUDN'T TAKE IT..WENT TO THE BLOCKS OPP AND SLEPT AT THE BENCHES..A FEW PPL SAW ME BUT NO ONE GAVE A SHIT..SO I SLEPT AND WAS WOKEN UP BY AN UNCLE AT 6..HE WAS LYKE ASKIN ARE YOU OK??? I WAS LYKE I'M WAITIN FOR A FREN..THEN HE GOES ON SAYIN HE TOT I CRASH MY BIKE THEN I INJURED BLABLABLA..THEN RANDOM TELL ME MY BIKE NICE..HE WANTED TO BUY ONE FOR HIS SON N ALL..THEN HE OFFERED ME DRINK TEA AT THE COFFEESHOP..I DECLINED AND WENT OFF TO THE PLAYGROUND TO SLP..WENT HOME ARD 7, EXPECTIN THE MOTHERFUCKER TO GO WORK OREDI..BUT FUCK HE WAS STILL AT HOME SLPIN..WENT TO MY ROOM AND CONTINUED SLEEPING..WOKE UP AT 230..went out of my room, saw him i fuckin gave him a stare..went to bathe n went to meet Sem at sch to take his cert..din meet Farah there..haizz..went to Reuben hse to play guitar n all..went for dinner at tmart n went play soccer wif Irwan,Takid and Farhan..played till9 n went home..now my pack left one stick..nid buy again tml..sian..

i need you ryte now..

Time to let go?

2009-04-12T05:53:00.000-07:00

Farhan's bondage toy!!!
LOVE HIM MAN!!!! A new Man Utd star..err yea the pic looks funny..

Today woke up at 1030..called Farhan if he's slackin..told me he gonna study at tmart mac..so went down at 1130 and met up wif him..accompanied him studyin..went for lunch at 2..ate at mr teh tarik..while i played wif his keychains lol..too bored liao..walked back to tmart to meet his fren..they studied while i snacked pringles..then when Fadli came, he studied a while b4 they went play lan..went home for awhile tinkin of playin com, but sis was usin..so played guitar instead n went to tmart again..waited an hr b4 they came back..by the tyme it was 7..so went under blocks to play cards..it was fun..bet all our stuff n ended losin em to others..but we gt em back in the end :) went off at 830..now goin play cs or some other games..

Sleepless night, funny videos

2009-04-11T10:59:00.000-07:00

sposed to wait for her go online..she didn't..the nyte was spent watchin vids..

LOLS!!!!!!

2009-04-11T06:37:00.001-07:00

haha STOKE ah sia!!! just bathed finish.. gettin ready for soccer..so went to play soccer wif Reuben,Brendon'Khai and Haider,along wif Dzul's fren n Dzul himself..i was on fire!!!! hahahaha so went slackin wif Khai after dat till 6..played guitar and cards..damn u Khai!!! make me walk so far..lols..went home n played Hotel 626..freakin scary shit luh

Screenshots

otw home..at the minimart..i was walkin when i saw a cig box..so i jus kicked it away but it felt as if sumtin was inside..so i picked it up and open it..guess wad? it was a fuckin full pack..haha Khai ask me take then run..so i did..hahahaha..dun worry i won't smoke it :) i'll give em to my frens..

ANOTHER DAY WITH NO SOCCER....

2009-04-10T05:28:00.000-07:00

Woke up late as usual..it was 3 o'clock..went online chat wif peeps..updated my itunes..chat wif Farah again..she tried to be annoyin but haha! she failed..lols..in the end i watched soccer vids the whole day..oh yea n i had a very weird dream last nyte..n she's in it..it was a seriously weird dream dat doesn't even make any sense man..i shall nt elaborate but do enjoy the video :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v3WMRdKUWpI&feature=related

Short day...a new friend found

2009-04-09T09:14:00.000-07:00

Haha today's like a very short day for me..i woke up at 230 today n kol Reuben..met up wif him,Dzul,Khai and Dan at tmart mac..watch em play cards again..ate lunch n played cards under the blocks wif Dzul and Khai..halfway to the blocks, i kinda broke my bike pedal..walao..sian man..managed to fix it temporarily..went home n went online..heehee made a new fren..Seha's her name..lol chat wif her for a while..haha gerl, paiseh uh gt my name wrong :) lols joker..she's kinda funny..then went on to watch Scary movie 2..i reccomend watchin how to eat fried worms..

Here's the summary

Billy, Alan, and Joe go over to Tomâs house. They ask Tom why he wasnâ€™t at the thing last night. He says it was because his parents kept him in. They asked why his parents kept him in. He said it was because he wouldnâ€™t eat his dinner. They ask Tom why he didnâ€™t eat his dinner. He said it was because it was salmon casserole. Billy said he would eat anything before being sent upstairs without dinner. Somebody asked if heâ€™d eat mud. Billy said, â€œYeah, all mud is is dirt and water and my Dad says that everybody eats a pound of dirt a year!â€ â€œHow about poison,â€ somebody asked. Billy said that poison is a different story. â€œHow about worms,â€ someone else asked. Billy said that he would eat worms because all they are is dirt. â€œBut they bleed!â€ â€œSo what, Iâ€™ll boil them. Cows bleed,â€ said Billy. And thatâ€™s how the dare of eating worms started

It's interestin n kinda funny..oh yea i din notice but Shakilah told me my post title yesterday was the same as her haha..wad a coincidence..joke sia

Dead Or Alive?

2009-04-08T10:30:00.000-07:00

weeehooooo!!!!!!!!!! Today super high..oso dunno why lols..woke up then went for breakfast..went on download spree..stoopid reuben..jus bcos i ken download movie in 15mins he go ask me download a lot..wth..then went out, spose meet Farah but din see her..she told me she saw me..wth man..haha there's always tml..went eat wif Reuben..passed me his thumbdrive..yea then i went street soccer but dun haf the usual gang..so went home..downloading spree..went out and met Bren and Reuben..played Poker, gin rummy and snap..oh yea old maid oso lols..funny shit man..went home..downloading spree again..

Watched DOA FINALLY!!!! WOOHHOOOO LOVE CHRISTIE..HELENA'S CUTE!!!!! HEHE..nice storyline and fighting moves..especially love the eye candy during the beach volleyball segment :P

hmmm....sudden as it seems, sumone's the one dat started the convo :) FINALLYYY.....I KEN SLP WELL, i hope..

lookin forward to soccer wif the usual peeps tml!!!!!!! I'm gonna be on form!!!

Fren-ZY

2009-04-07T06:46:00.001-07:00

WOOHOO!!!!!! Slept at 3 yesterday and woke up at 1 today..went to bathe, and went online..chat wif Shakilah for a while and downloaded bearshare..haha now bearshare's the Bomb!! It works like ITUNES, MSN and so called Friendster!!! Cool man..so downloaded a few songs and added anyone who saw my profile..met new ppeps lyke Fira, Tasha, Sharmian, Tee tee(haha so cute) yea and oso Farah..chatted wif these ppl till 6 plus..it was fun..mayb meetin Farah in front of school tml after she finish yea..went on to add to my blog,msn and frenster..found a new hobby oredi :D

went down to get dinner and met up wif Reuben at 7 plus..played cards till 9 then we went off..

My dinner: Today's special-Ox testes(haha jus jokin)

Another day goes by....

2009-04-06T08:54:00.000-07:00

WTF!!! i woke up at 9 when Farhan kol me ask to accompany him slack at mac..he din go sch so i went to meet him ard 12pm..went there n saw Reuben, Khai and Dan playin Magic..lyke wtf!! hahaha..so then me n Farhan went to buy Contra but the ppl nt there..somehow i was glad that they're nt there..this helps me a lot in my journey to quit..went back tmart n met wif Fadli and Brendon..ate for a while before playin soccer at east spring..hehe i was on form..it was fun and after dat went to Reuben hse to play winning eleven..i n Bren hogged the XBOX..lolol..we were trying to outdo each other..yea it was a whole lot fun..then went for dinner b4 meetin up again to play GIN RUMMY!!! woohooo won the first few rounds although it's my 1st tyme playin..hahaplayed till 10 plus and went home..

Sleepless

2009-04-05T12:45:00.000-07:00

hmmph..so not sleepy although its 345 am oredi..had a chat wif Sem and i jus wanna tell you tis..yes Sem you are ryte..there's no point in smoking..it doesn't even get me high anymore..even 3 sticks of marlboro red doesn't give any kicks oredi..i dun want to be a heavy smoker where i smoke a pack everyday..dat is a waste of money..i've been tinkin and i SERIOUSLY am gonna quit.tink it's time..yea lots of ppl tell me dat since smoking doesn't get me high anymore, i shud quit..i mean here's no diff ryte? i smoke n nvr smoke, i am nt getting high..hopefully if i quit, i get to spend the money saved on sumtin more important..FOOD! YES!!! So i'm expecting my stamina to go up in a while..i'm tired of smoking..there's no fucking point..why the hell did i start in the 1st place?! TO HELL WITH CIGARETTES!!!! Hmm now Sham has quit, i shud be able to do so..and i'm so advising Farhan nt to start his habit again..that adds to my 3 things i will not do in my lyfe

1)Tattoo-it's permanent and cost of gettin it removed is expensive and it hurts!
2)Drinking-expensive and nt worth getting wasted
3)Drugs-can go die if i try

Finally, i got this off my chest.but still i ken nt slp..guess i be watching 2 n a half man or playin cs till i k.o..

i still can't figure out why i cudn't keep our conversation goin over the phone:(
i need YOU badly..

Enlightenment

2009-04-05T01:33:00.000-07:00

WOW!! Finally after a thousand years, i cleaned up my room..For now let the pictures do the talking..i woke up at 1120 am..and started cleaning 1130am..

Time 1130am Time 230pm

haha among some of the things i found in my room,

There shud be more but lost em..

Smoking causes Kanker?

Typical Saturday

2009-04-04T05:54:00.000-07:00

There are times when i look in your eyes
i see the love that we shared
i see the joy inside
but i didn't see the feelings you hide
and now you're saying goodbye
because your love has died

And all i can think about is you
the way you say you love me too
and everytime i close my eyes i see your face
my love can never be erased
and you can never be replaced...baby

baby girl
why don't you come back to me
why don't you love me anymore
baby girl
you know i still care for you
you know i will love you forevermore...(2x)

There are times
when i kiss you goodnight
I feel the love that we shared
I feel the joy inside
but I didn't feel what you tried to hide
and now you're saying goodbye
because your feeling has died

And all i can think about is you
the way you say you love me too
and everytime i close my eyes i see your face
my love can never be erased
and you can never be replaced...baby

baby girl
why don't you come back to me
why don't you love me anymore
baby girl
you know i still care for you
you know i will love you forevermore...(2x)

And all i can think about is you
the way you say you love me too
and everytime i close my eyes i see your face
my love can never be erased
and you can never be replaced...baby






Had soccer in the morning jus now..i was on form saving Brendon's and
Reuben's shots and all..kinda sprained my thumb though..pfft..still ken nt save
Farhan's shot..in the end the usual ppl din come..only me,Reuben,Haider?(sorry
forget how spell)'Farhan,Hazique and another guy..played till 1130 then went for
lunch..went under Luqman's block where the rest met up to play magic..slacked n
trained our headers..tiring and dizzy sia..went home at 4..downloaded songs till 7
b4 watching confessions of a shopaholic..watch halfway then damn sian i go watch
doraemon haha..

BOREDOM KILLS

2009-04-03T08:16:00.000-07:00

I cudn't sleep last night i dunno why..too much to think about..called almost all my close frens xcept her..sumtin prevented me from doing so..thx Sem for picking up the phone although you're slping halfway :) talked for 2 hrs until 5..when i finally fell aslp..woke up startled by my fucking mum's knocking the door!! My fucking teacher called and asked me to make my way to the school wif my dad..haizz..dad gt lost at tamp inter while i reach sch 1st..waited an hr b4 he came..smoked lyke freaking 3 sticks at da tyme..was goin for another when i saw my dad at a distance..quickly kept the pack and went inside sch..tink the whole office ken smell cigarettes bcos of me sia..VP asked me write letter then i go write..while writting David saw me n asked wad happen n all..then he told me teachers are looking for me lols..chatted a while then finished my letter..went home after dat..Jolynn msg me sayin she heard i quiting sch..news spread fast..soon everyone i noe bombed me wif sms lah..but i ignored all..

went ome n cycled to pasir ris park at 7..creepy man..but i don't care..i dun wan spend too much time at ome..sat at the beach alone n smoking till i was sick of it..went home after that..it was nine thirty by then..if only YOU are here by my side right now..

CRAZY?! YOU BET!

YEAH DAT'S THE WAY!!!

p.s 2 hot indian mix malay girls i don't even know say they love my bike when i was parking it :)

Finally

2009-04-02T06:59:00.000-07:00

Woohoo finished my blog settings and all..after i touched up my blog tis afternoon, i went down to ngee ann and slacked under the blocks there..met Kent who was goin for basketball..then Fariz came along..i was surprised he remembered me as he was like in my p2 class? lols..then ran into Shakilah and Siti Aishah after they got their o lvl cert..i went home n slp after that..haha my sis got scolded by mum went she came home late from scholl muahahaha..went out at 6 to buy a new pack..but i'm trying to keep to max 2 sticks per day..it's goin be hard..oh tml nyte will be goin jogging again..looking forward to Saturday though :D

A Sudden change

2009-04-01T23:19:00.000-07:00

Haha finally after a few hrs since morning, i almost finish touching up my bs..maybe i'll stop using lj for awhile until i get tired of bs..hmm so yesterday i painted my bike from morning to afternoon..kinda got high from the pain but got severe headache after that..

At night went jogging with brendon..met up wif Leonard and Scot..they waiting for their parents to finish the meet the parents session with the Principal..wth man..they smoking under the blocks while waiting for their parents lol..crazy..i joined them for a while before bren came and joined in..then we chit chatted b4 going off to jog..hmm i improved my timing by a minute so not bad..nxt wk is the part i'll die..we increasing the number of rounds to jog..pfft..all for the stamina!!!

Let's see today, i've nothing to do except buy myself milo n smoke under the blocks..oh yea nid to buy one more pack!! GRRRRR.....i noe its a waste of money, but.....i ccan't help it..

Alrytes shall update my blog tml or later at nyte..still nid add links to fren's blogs..